I have fallen very far away from the tree of happiness. It’s so sad. I feel unhappy, unaccomplished, disappointed, dissatisfied, depressed and the pessimism continues to be.
Like the grip of quick sand
My strength exhausted.
Fatigued optimism,
Mind wanders,
Parched soul.
Sinking ship,
Sea of sand,
There I stand.
Far away
Disappearing like the clouds,
On a sunny day..
Alone and lost.
~ SHAMBHAVI
ULTIMATE SOLACE 
what’s wrong?
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Lost and unhappy.. 😦 misguided attempts of returning to the path of happiness.
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oh no :/. I can definitely relate though, it’s rather annoying isn’t it.
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Yes indeed it is very annoying. Feeling miserable accompanied by lack of support from close ones is just the worst thing ever. 😦
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aww, :/, I am here if you need someone to talk to, I might not be able to fix everything but I can try.
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Thanku so much, for just being there. May you too find happiness. It may sound odd coming from someone who is herself lost in her life. But I hope you feel happy. 🙂
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Of course, I know what it’s to go through rough times and wishing someone was there to lend a hand, so I try when i can. And thank you. 😀
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😀 btw I can’t see your blog 😦
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I stopped my blog a while back, that’s why it’s gone. I was thinking of restarting it eventually.
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Oh okie. Yes you should, don’t give up something that is close to you. 🙂
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that’s very true, :P. I will probably start again once I have more to say.
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That’s the spirit. 🙂
Even a single post with a ‘Hi’ is suffice, coz they say, a tiptoe is suffice, rest comes assured.
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a wise one you are, 😛
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Lol 😀 funny me!
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of course, :P.
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Thanku for cheering me up!
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that’s what I do :P, things will get better I promise. As they say, the best things in life are worth waiting for.
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Do you like listening to music?
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If you do then do listen to: Staring at the sun by U2.
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I love U2, it’s such a good song :O
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Lol 😀 me too. I like the band! So inspiring.
I guess life isn’t bad after all 😉
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I always had the theory that the people in your life make living what it is. Afterall the experiences and things we go through eventually become just a memory but the people who impacted you good or bad always stays with you
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Yes ofcourse. That is true. Memories good or bad, can be left with us by a good or a bad person. It highly depends on our perception. Memories either turn out to be an inspiration or a lesson.
Something like that.. I am sure I confused you..haha
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not at all, I am very good at these types of shades of grey topics oddly. 😛
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Haha 😀
Varied shades of grey! Philosophers alert!
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everyone tells me I always see things in shades of grey, and that I analyze too well. Lol
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Grey is such a soothing colour and becomes even more interesting on mixing it with some pink or yellow. Hope this life fills those voids between the shades of grey with a lil yellow or pink. Life is no bed of roses, but roses do come with thorn.
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you definitely are a interesting one, 😛
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Haha.. Thanku for the complement 😀
You too are great for hearing me out. Basically my blabber! 😛
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blabber can still be just as interesting, ;D
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I am an interesting blabberer (from my own dictionary)!
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I concur, :P. Blabbling interestingly takes skill.
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Haha.. I’m glad to have left a spark as a tiptoe on your ladder of thoughts 🙂
You are funny and an inspiring one. Happy to have met you here!
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likewise 😀 Funny is what I am good at
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🙂
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what are you doing up so late?
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It’s afternoon here. I reside in Oman. 😛
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oh wow, lol. It’s nearing 3 am here :p
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Where are you?
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USA, in California specifically
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Cool! 😀
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I should be the one asking, what are you doing so late? I mean seriously at 3am? 😉
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I got distracted by netflix and facebook admittedly, lol
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Haha 😀 it’s very much alright to be distracted! I guess it’s time to bid farewell to them for tonight..
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almost, 😛
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🙂
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what’s it like where you live? I never met anyone from there
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I am an Indian, staying in Oman currently. You may spot it on the list of gulf countries 😉 It’s where desert met mountains and greenery. Calm country, called the Sultanate with His Majesty as the ruler, strict traffic rules, hot water springs and old forts and palaces. It’s a good place for people who prefer peace and quiet unlike me who likes hustle of fast life. 🙂
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sounds peaceful :O
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Haha 😉 How’s California?
Ug.. 3am is too late.. Lemme know later 🙂
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it’s not too bad, I live out further out than what it’s known for, a small town big still big considering. I am usually always up late, lol.
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Oh.. Okie. Nice 🙂
Happy Hours!
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I am a night owl, lol.
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I used to call myself that, once upon a time, now I try sleeping by midnight. Prefer night quiet over early morning routine.
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once upon a time? 😛
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Yeah.. One or two years ago! My once upon a time! 😉
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ooooooonce upon a time, in a far far away land 😛
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Yup.. Somewhere in Neverland 😉
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with peter pan too? 😛
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Yeah.. Peter pan, as well as Captain Hook!
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you dork, lol. 😀
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Hey me going for luncheon! Take care. C ya night prowler 😉
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enjoy, 😛
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You too 😛
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Hey Brandon? How are you today?
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hey, sorry I didn’t see your message it never said you messaged me
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Hey! It’s alright.. 🙂 how are you?
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I’m good, how are you doing?
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I am good 😉 just woke up.
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did you sleep well?
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Ya.. Sorry had gone to freshen up. What you upto?
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not too much, just doinking around on the internet
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Lol 😀 What do you watch on netflix? I watch a lot of series.
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I watch too many, I am too much of a nerd. Lol
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Haha 😉 I used to be. You watch greys anat? Vamp diaries, many more..lol
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oh my god, I watch Vamp Diaries o.o
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Lol. I watch Originals, pretty little liars. I left Suits and White Collar half way 😛
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those are pretty good shows, I also watch Switched at Birth
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Oh I have never watch that. Will watch.. I like witches of the east end..as it casts Jenna Dewan. Shes awesome.
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I heard that was good, never seen it though
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Hey just got your text. Some problem with the net..i guess
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you broke it 😛
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And as they say, “To be old and wise, you must be young and stupid”. So I feel We can watch series anytime and at any age. Age no bar my friend!
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i agree, might as well watch something you enjoy
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Yup! So when you coming back on blog?
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hmmm, not sure yet. Why?
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Just asked.. 😉
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probably soon, I haven’t decided yet, and what to write about.
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You know what, I also watch Once upon a time 😀
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Oh okie 🙂 Hoping to see your posts soon!
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one day 😛
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You know what, I also watch Once upon a time 😀
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I have watched a few episodes of that, it’s pretty good
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Yep! It’s really good! That’s where I met Captain Hook 😉
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my mom watches the show, she loves it.
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Oh lol 😀 Have you watched Reign?
It’s a nice show revolving around french kingdom and scottish queen.
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I have heard of it but never really sat down and watched it
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Oh okie..
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I reuploaded my blog that I used to write in if you’re interested.
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Yes. Sure!!! I am definitely gonna go through it 🙂
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:). maybe you will find something inteeresting
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There is some problem with wordpress via browser. Can you send me the article link I wl try opening it in the app.
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https://lostandconfused88.wordpress.com/
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It’s not opening 😦 Since yesterday, I am unable to open my won blog. I can just publish new articles and read the ones that appears on my reader 😦 If you can reblog something so that I can read it.
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so strange, see the reblog?
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I swear:-/
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you broke it 😛
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No………………. 😦
Still can’t see.
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hmm, i can put them in a wordpad and email them to you?
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yeah that will be really kind of you 🙂 I am so sorry about making it difficult for you 😦
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it’s okay, where should i send it?
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shambhavi311291@gmail.com
I dunno what is wrong with the internet here. You know what I use Skype using vpn sometimes. It’s blocked here!
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I have Skype but not the vpn one.
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I stay in India, if not here. There everything works. In Oman, way too many softwares are blocked! am just hoping they don’t block wordpress.
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ahh, i see. That must be annoying
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Sent them to that email
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I read them all. God! i must say I am touched. 😦 I can see a lot of similarity, from circumstances and difficulties to mishandled emotions. The forgiving part, I mean you can have a look at my post-
Shades of grey is way too intense. I feel no one can understand me! Cause no one ever tries to stand in my shoes. I guess everyone face this problem at some point of time in their life. It’s like we are left alone to discover our paths to solitude. 🙂
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i like to think i have a interesting mind :p
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Never underestimate yourself! You are the best version of you! Love your ownself! That’s what I believe in.
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I just read your post, you definitely hit alot of truths there :p
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That’s what I had hoped for. Too many feelings, it gets quite overwhelming at times.
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it’s good to get them out there
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Yeah.. I had started this blog, to vent out what scrapes my inside. To attain solace, and to inspire a few on my path to the same. 🙂
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likewise, :O
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😉 I can relate 🙂 My holidays are coming to an end. I have to go back to reading and preparing for my post grad entrance examination. Ah.. I won’t get enough time to spend on blogging, but I will try my best to keep posting, cause if all feelings get accumulated, I will be completely lost.
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busy bee 😛
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Lol 😀 Yeah. What you do other than netflixing, blogging and random net browsing? 😛
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not too much really since I am stuck at home, I do other writings though. o.o
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oh okie.. 0_o What other writing?
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I have been working a book concept lately
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Wow! That’s awesome! 😀 Few years back I had given it a thought, then had my ‘Happy Realization’, that it is not for me. haha..
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why did you think it wasn’t for you?
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I started off on the wrong foot
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why is that?
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I dunno, maybe someday I can approach it again. But, I don’t think I can do it now, mostly due to time restraints. And a lot was happening back then, I couldn’t contemplate it.
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ah okay, it is time consuming
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yes indeed. 🙂
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I have a writers block though, stuck for ideas. lol
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Lol 😀 Okay, I will try to inspire you.
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show me the way obi wan :p
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Lol 😀 What is your piece about?
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fantasy, like superpowers 😛
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Psychedelic?
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think like superman in the way, out of this world powers
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oooooo, powers to become visible, not invisible 😛 Something different?
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yep, like cool effects 😛
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haha 😀 so how far u have come? Sci fiction? Or just fantasy
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I have a few characters outlined and a vague plot
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Oh okie. Thats good. You have started it and you are determined. Don’t worry, I hope you get the super power of fleeting imagination! 😛
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you’re too kind 😛
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haha.. nah.. I might have the super power of not being kind 😛
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you seem kind to me o.o
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I am 😛 Hence a doctor! 😛
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what kind of doctor?
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I just graduated. Have to do my masters. Not sure as of now. Surgical mostly. 🙂
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you don’t peg me as a doctor type 😛
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What is your assumption?:P
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maybe a teacher or something involved with people
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Haha.. 😀 I doubt my teaching skills 😉 It will be funny for sure. Being a doctor, helps me be near people, work for their well being. 🙂 In a way I am involved with people. Sometimes I wish I could work for a fashion editorial or maybe own one someday 😉
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You can read: https://ultimatesolace.wordpress.com/2014/09/13/be-bold-be-you/
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working now?
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Haha.. 😀 Yes ‘Overuse is hazardous’.
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it can be 😛
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You had a blog and you no longer have one, must have been a temporary decision mostly. I guess… Starting one again may kindle the path to your recovery. 🙂
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hmmm, that’s a possibility. I have a weird habit at either writing a lot, or barely anything at all, I think it’s the latter currently, lol.
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It happens, I had started blogging few months back, and my blog remained barren for quite sometime. Had to pick myself up. Have faith. I am trying that too. 🙂
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Yes. True that 🙂 Hoping to see your thoughts soon. 😛
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I really like that drowning metaphor. So appropriate.
Hope you’re feeling better.
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Thankyou so much 🙂 Yes a lil better, hoping to see light soon 🙂
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