Realization

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Realization takes time, but when it does it hits on the conscience, and then, there is no going back. ~ Shambhavi

#2 From My Diary: 06/08/17

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06/08/17, Sunday

Is it just me or my head feels heavy for my neck.

This is the feeling I am constantly facing almost everyday. My neck and shoulder issues haven’t seen a perfect sunshine in last two years, oh is it just two?! Haha.

I can’t remember myself say that, “Yay, today I’m actually pain free and can live life normally.” I wonder when I’ll heal completely, physically as well as mentally.

Have a great weekend guys.

Signing off for now.

Best wishes,

Shambhavi

P.S: Happy Friendship Day to all my fellow bloggers.😊😊😍😍🌻🌻🎉🎉

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Happy Friendship Day

Freedom Reigns 

Just felt like reblogging this! 🙂

ULTIMATE SOLACE

Designedbyme😍

Enough of the restrictions

I am a free bird

Don’t chain me

Let me breathe

Let me fly

Let me soar high

Let the wind take me away

With it to the clear skies

Blue and infinite

As it seems

May this journey be as fine

I want to be happy

I want to laugh

I want to be free

With no burden to carry at all

I am a free bird

Don’t chain me

Let me breathe

Let me fly.

~ Shambhavi 

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Unrequited Love: What it’s like to be You

14519733_1165074796890027_9175346864870508178_n.pngI wonder what went by
In your mind, where I’m hiding shy.
I said goodbye and you were alright
No fight, no fear
I cried and you shed no tear.

You live and you lived,
With dreams of a girl
A girl I loathed, I queered.
I’ve tried, I’ve cried, and
Alas, I gave up that night.
I gave you one but many
Opportunities to hold my hand
All I seeked was love, your love;
Devoid of force or demand.

Who knew it would be so tough
To live and reel a quick sand deal
I got far ahead
Ahead of you!
Left behind was love that grew,
In my heart alone-
Alone all for myself.
You came around and fooled around
My heart that waited
For your inflicted wounds
to gape open.
To bleed like a raging river
of shining water
Red like skies awaiting thunder
Clouds that condense to cry
Like face that blushes before
A loud cry.

I waited and awaited
A call or an apology
All I received were empty words
On a day single like a solitary
cloud on a day of summer.
It has been years since then,
You went your way &
I turned to return but,
My feet got numb.
~Shambhavi

A song that resonates with me

Good evening!

Just thought of sharing the song I’m listening to right now!

Whispers in the dark by Skillet.

Skillet is a beautiful rock band. My college days were spent listening to and air playing imaginary guitar to songs by Skillet.

And there again it’s on repeat.

Can’t really get enough of this band. 😍😍

For further indulgence:

It’s not me, it’s you

Hero

Monster

Science and Faith

The Last Night

Comatose

Invincible

Rise.

WON’T BACK DOWN

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I closed my eyes- To see your face

Face a mirror of your soul, of your lies

Where do we stand?

When will you come,

With an apology in hand?

May it seem easy for some,

Broken heart, shattered dreams,

What may come of it? Ignorant, are you?

Can you hear me scream?

Rants and whims all lost-

On a scary note at night.

My heart cried a shrill for toss-

Of meaningless feelings; fright!

Of what may come and what may go.

With a Crafty mind you were a scrupulous confidante!

They say you shall reap what you sow!

I doubt the redundant.

Will you mend what you’ve broken?

Will you be my lighthouse? I’ll be your sea. But, all you’ve done is left me shaken.

Trust? What that may be?

Caressing my wounds, my hope-

Was God and my indomitable flicker!

He came to save my life, with a rope,

And strength and wisdom, my faith grew deeper.

My soul survived the darkness,

Recovery touched me when I was low,

Filled me with invincible brightness.

Soaring high, I’ll connive you foe!

~ Shambhavi


P.S: Sometimes we are left with only ourselves, cause we wouldn’t want to upset our loved ones. Though they wouldn’t mind listening to our rant and advice accordingly. It’s just that we wouldn’t want them to worry about us, trying to spare them the dark side of the person who they love. Trying hard to uplift my mood.

IT’S OUR DAY!

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Happy Anniversary ULTIMATESOLACE.

Thank you for being there for me when I wasn’t sure of my thoughts. I have quite a lot to thank you for, you’ve been there throughout with your new post option for me to put down my thoughts, even if the words written there weren’t shared but saved as drafts.

Thank you for making a place for me in the beautiful world of blogging, who knew I would be a blogger. Thank you for your constant reminder to write a post, like a friend with open arms and open ear and no judgement to pass.

Thank you for being patient with me and not losing hope when I had stopped writing for a while.

Thank you for the new things I learnt over here and the new people who became a part of my life through blogging.

Thank you for the beautiful posts that uplifted my mood and posts that I could relate to and for the posts that showed me that I’m not the only one with trouble and chaos.

Thank you for giving me hope and loving me when I couldn’t do the same.

You’re my best friend UltimateSolace and I can never thank you enough.

~Shambhavi