Misunderstood

Words: they leave my mind
to create ripples of chaos;
that coalesce to form
gigantic waves of emotions.
Catalyzed by the:
lack of communication
& perhaps,
cause of the
redundant miscommunication.
There, I stand feeling
Misunderstood.
~Shambhavi

Overwhelmed

Relentlessly trying to do the needful,

Yet I find myself in stagnant waters

of dismay & distraught.

I feel overwhelmed,

I feel rather lost and incapable;

And I don’t think that’s quite a nice feeling to have.

I’m rowing upstream without paddle,

Against the roaring storm

Shadowing time, but still falling behind.

They say that if God doesn’t catch you when you fall-

He will give you wings to fly.

But I feel I’m neither flying or falling,

Stuck in the middle I suppose?!

Or at the edge of the cliff?!

Hoping for some refuge.

~Shambhavi 🌹

Detachment

Let-it-go

On a divine day,

An emotion made it’s way

into our hearts

Sneaking into our lives-

slowly & steadily;

cajoling with our senses

that are bedazzled

by the bewitching spell of love.

Alluring our hearts to tango

to the beats of amor.

Singing aloud the merry notes

of lost wisdom and blinded trust’

succumbing to the nearly perfect 

fairy-tale ending!

Our love wasn’t ours’ alone

to cease or resume.

You wavered away,

I stood still, while the amor

lingered, suffusing our soul

with pain and distraught

writhing away in pain-

yearning for detachment.

∼Shambhavi©

I’ll Survive

 

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Feelings that reverberate
Within like air locked in
the chest- choking;
I graze the surface
of the sea that
you drowned me in,
to taste the reality.
Coughing up phlegm
Of sorrow!
Breathing in strength
To survive.
The spaces in between
my fingers lay vacant,
I miss you.
But, like any warrior
I’ll thrive,
I’ll survive.
~Shambhavi

FRIENDSHIP BLUES

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Our friendship lay shriveled
In the arms of uncertainty
Succumbed to the clutches
Of love that must have held
Us together, rather
Coated with the layer
Of ignorance that now surrounds
Our souls that lay bare
In presence of love
That has drifted us apart.
I miss us.. Our friendship
Somewhere in afterlife
I shall meet you.
And we shall become
Friends again..
~Shambhavi

If you need help.

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Issued in Public Interest.

Suicide is the worst punishment one can give oneself, Life is the most beautiful gift given to us by God, and if it’s not a nice one, it’s mostly because of our own karma.

As, “What goes around comes around.”

It’s sad but people hardly accept the truth and rather fall into the deep pit of no return. Perhaps they are not pulled out of and may be at times they don’t want to be pulled out. The worst among all is, when they are literally pushed into the depths of loneliness.

“We must try and help every lurking shadow before they’re completely consumed by the darkness. “

~Shambhavi

P.S: I’ve written this post in order to raise awareness among people. A lot has been going on around the world and in my opinion if my post can make a very minute difference in someone’s life then I’ll be more than happy. If you need help and want someone to he a your story and guide you, I’ll definitely be all ears. We all have grey patches in our lives which we aren’t proud of, but those grey patches are required to make us what we are today. Don’t hate yourself or indulge into self pitying or pessimism. Don’t feel guilty. If you know you’ve done something wrong, apologize for the same. The main thing is to Forgive oneself and others for the same. Please don’t go hard on yourself. It’s not going to benefit you. God has gifted us with this beautiful life and we are the luckiest to have been born as a human being and not a mosquito. Try to indulge yourself in good Karma so that once you leave this Earth you’re in for the goodies and not another life in hell. I hope I was of some help.

Signing off for Now,

Sending love and light,

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻Shambhavi🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

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Harsh Reality

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We all are so gifted to have been born as a human. Why can’t all humans take it as a blessing and live life to the fullest, enjoy life and be happy and make others happy?!
Why is it so difficult for people to accept the fact that they’re the most blessed species and why are they permitting themselves to be mislead by demons that surround them and the demons that develop within?! Why can’t they yearn for a better life by inculcating love and happiness within for oneself and for others? When each and every individual accepts themselves to have been born for a bigger purpose in life and not for committing crimes and destroying ones own life and others. It is so sad and disheartening. We were given the best form, we should be so thankful to God that we aren’t born as houseflies and reptiles. It’s quite baffling to see the human population dig their own graves!

~Shambhavi Bhardwaj

#2 From My Diary: 06/08/17

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06/08/17, Sunday

Is it just me or my head feels heavy for my neck.

This is the feeling I am constantly facing almost everyday. My neck and shoulder issues haven’t seen a perfect sunshine in last two years, oh is it just two?! Haha.

I can’t remember myself say that, “Yay, today I’m actually pain free and can live life normally.” I wonder when I’ll heal completely, physically as well as mentally.

Have a great weekend guys.

Signing off for now.

Best wishes,

Shambhavi

P.S: Happy Friendship Day to all my fellow bloggers.😊😊😍😍🌻🌻🎉🎉

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