Humble Epiphany

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I’d become my worst enemy
And you left me astray
All I had was me for me
To hold my soul
To hear me say
Bi arms that turned
In to embrace
To hold me while I cry
I sobbed away
Tears washing my eyes
To a new day of life
I’d this new credence
I had fallen in love
With me myself
That’s where I found my way
Into light and no turning back
I’d learnt it the hard way
I’ll have my back always
Fear, You needn’t stay.
~Shambhavi

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Issued in Public Interest.

Suicide is the worst punishment one can give oneself, Life is the most beautiful gift given to us by God, and if it’s not a nice one, it’s mostly because of our own karma.

As, “What goes around comes around.”

It’s sad but people hardly accept the truth and rather fall into the deep pit of no return. Perhaps they are not pulled out of and may be at times they don’t want to be pulled out. The worst among all is, when they are literally pushed into the depths of loneliness.

“We must try and help every lurking shadow before they’re completely consumed by the darkness. “

~Shambhavi

P.S: I’ve written this post in order to raise awareness among people. A lot has been going on around the world and in my opinion if my post can make a very minute difference in someone’s life then I’ll be more than happy. If you need help and want someone to he a your story and guide you, I’ll definitely be all ears. We all have grey patches in our lives which we aren’t proud of, but those grey patches are required to make us what we are today. Don’t hate yourself or indulge into self pitying or pessimism. Don’t feel guilty. If you know you’ve done something wrong, apologize for the same. The main thing is to Forgive oneself and others for the same. Please don’t go hard on yourself. It’s not going to benefit you. God has gifted us with this beautiful life and we are the luckiest to have been born as a human being and not a mosquito. Try to indulge yourself in good Karma so that once you leave this Earth you’re in for the goodies and not another life in hell. I hope I was of some help.

Signing off for Now,

Sending love and light,

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻Shambhavi🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

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#4 From My Diary: Dont let it die(30.04.2018)

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The fire within
Let it burn
Feel the heat
Don’t you cry
it’s your life
Live. Love. Strive. Repeat
– Shambhavi

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#3 FROM MY DIARY: EMOTIONS UNDER THAT VEIL
#2 FROM MY DIARY: 08.02.18
#1 FROM MY DIARY: 06.08.17

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I DON’T POST OFTEN, BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST TO POST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT BEING CONSISTENT. I LOVE READING POSTS OUT HERE AND I HOPE TO DO SO. LOVE YOU GUYS. YOU ALL ARE DOING A GREAT JOB. KUDOS TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.
LOVE,
SHAMBHAVI💖

Change

When words meant

nothing

I tried being silent

You messaged me once

You messaged me twice

And ’twas the last.

I told you to go away

And for a change

you said Yes

Without a fight.

That night everything

changed

Perhaps not you but,

My life changed

My world changed

I changed.

Since, I haven’t

looked back

And, I won’t be

looking either.

~Shambhavi

#11 My Thoughts: Like Salt in the Sea

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Can you forget those tiny droplets

That crept across your face with fear

The wind that dried crystal laden streams

Those hiccups that sucked the life out

The air that got stuck within the cage, ribcage

Of heart that it encloses

Shattered into million pieces

Of joy that no longer remains 

Tiny sparkles of joy that lit

Your eyes containing that dream within

Now that has dulled with grim

I wonder if you can forget

That moment that shook everything within?

~Shambhavi 

P.S: I guess we all own few areas of gray, that we prefer to forget but do the redundant!

Human mind after all! 😁😁

Clouds: they thunder, they weep.


Don’t you see clouds?

Their attempt so beautiful

to tell a story:

One of a kind,

Don’t you worry!

When sadness makes way in,

Just look up

At the Wide vast expanse

Of fluffy cotton balls amidst blue backdrop

Let your sadness out!

Breath in the crisp air

Surround yourself with happiness 

And smile at the story

Clouds gather around to tell.

~ Shambhavi ©

Excerpts from My Diary

 

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TROUBLED
01.08.2016

This is very intense. The struggle we face, the fight that awaits, everyday it’s nothing but a battle within against our thoughts.😦 Sometimes, all we need is reassurance, hope and faith. I was on a very pessimistic path, but my mother kept pushing me towards the path of positivity. When I started my blog, I chose to write everything on my mind, no distinction between positive or negative thoughts, but it was my mother who asked me to put in only the happy ones so as to attract positivity in life.

It’s not easy, there are days I just feel like crying to myself, staying aloof- away from everyone. There are days when I do nothing but doubt myself with multiple thoughts in my head, perhaps they are busy fighting a fight of their own.

I have grown to dislike wrong things people talk. It’s alright to have an opinion different from others, but it’s another thing to get angry, and then burst out crying for reason very trivial. I haven’t found any reason for my guilty palpitations or the tremors that are far from ceasing and the emptiness in the chest gets me. I am scared to fall prey to any of these, these emotions and thoughts are my enemies and I don’t know how to get over this.😦

To all the readers, who are facing this or have faced this ever, don’t lose hope. I can relate to your dilemma somewhere and, I hope we all recover and feel normal soon. Take care.

Best wishes,

Shambhavi🌻🌻😊😊

P.S: Have faith and keep going. Don’t give up. Ever. Remember that always. ☺🌻🌻🌻 May the beautiful sunshine be with you always!