#2 From My Diary: 06/08/17

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06/08/17, Sunday

Is it just me or my head feels heavy for my neck.

This is the feeling I am constantly facing almost everyday. My neck and shoulder issues haven’t seen a perfect sunshine in last two years, oh is it just two?! Haha.

I can’t remember myself say that, “Yay, today I’m actually pain free and can live life normally.” I wonder when I’ll heal completely, physically as well as mentally.

Have a great weekend guys.

Signing off for now.

Best wishes,

Shambhavi

P.S: Happy Friendship Day to all my fellow bloggers.😊😊😍😍🌻🌻🎉🎉

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Happy Friendship Day

Unrequited Love: What it’s like to be You

14519733_1165074796890027_9175346864870508178_n.pngI wonder what went by
In your mind, where I’m hiding shy.
I said goodbye and you were alright
No fight, no fear
I cried and you shed no tear.

You live and you lived,
With dreams of a girl
A girl I loathed, I queered.
I’ve tried, I’ve cried, and
Alas, I gave up that night.
I gave you one but many
Opportunities to hold my hand
All I seeked was love, your love;
Devoid of force or demand.

Who knew it would be so tough
To live and reel a quick sand deal
I got far ahead
Ahead of you!
Left behind was love that grew,
In my heart alone-
Alone all for myself.
You came around and fooled around
My heart that waited
For your inflicted wounds
to gape open.
To bleed like a raging river
of shining water
Red like skies awaiting thunder
Clouds that condense to cry
Like face that blushes before
A loud cry.

I waited and awaited
A call or an apology
All I received were empty words
On a day single like a solitary
cloud on a day of summer.
It has been years since then,
You went your way &
I turned to return but,
My feet got numb.
~Shambhavi

Life is how we take it!

Ups and downs

That’s what life is!

As the time winds

“Enjoy”! That’s what fun is…

 

Lovely, as it seems,

It’s not that good;

You can dream

But it is as tough as life in woods.

 

Others will never make way

We have to find it on our own..

Must wait night and day,

Otherwise would end up alone!

 

In the midst of darkness

Lies only our faith

In God and in ourselves …

We can win the light of victory. 

 

It’s upon us how we take it!

Be patient and be willing

And remember:

“Try try till you succeed”

As for sure one day

Success will itself come at your doorstep.

 

Ups and downs

That’s what life is!

As the time winds…..

“Work Hard” ! That’s what fun is.

By  Shambhavi Vaidya

YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE (Y.O.L.O)

Done with your pretense,

Tired of it now!

Your words don’t make any sense…

You shall reap what you sow!

Your humanity is flickering;

Just a whisper of an angel will extinguish,

Your flame of lies and pretending…

I wanna live with no fear, no anguish!

With your help, I’m a step closer to it;

Closer to my freedom,

Release my soul bit by bit…

I’m no medium for your fun!

I’m no one to you…

I never was…

At least I hoped for a “miss you too”!

Achieved nothing but incurred loss.

Loosen the tourniquet of your venomous love;
Let me fly away,

Higher up and above!

This time I won’t sway

I won’t fall all over again;

For the fact that was never true.

No more I will be surviving under your reign!

Hurting you is not in my virtue.

I just want to be free,

Let me breathe,

Let me free!

~Shambhavi Vaidya

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