Anomalous Love

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Anomalous Love

Feelings I had,

For you, I would’ve done the

Unimaginable.

Good God, stopped me

I stood like a frozen statue

One that didn’t thaw

In the extinguished fire 

That never lasted between us

There was a spark

Or it was a prank

What mattered that I was victimised

How could I love you

With a love that didn’t ring 

That didn’t sting,

Just you!

I died thousand deaths 

You were a smart arse 

You escaped the harsh wring

Of barbed wires 

Scars I wear everyday

Scars that make me who I’m 

I held my heart out on my sleeve

Like plunging hand in lion’s mouth

They say,

I plunged my heart out for you.

What a blunder, oh my

What a blunder

How could I love you

Anomalous Love

That thundered

While I danced alone

To the song that never really was mine

To begin with

For all I had was you

My end and my beginning

Something that was never meant to be

I died thousand deaths

But you passed every time.

~Shambhavi

P.S:If this feels like a dark place, kindly forgive me. 🙂

Sending sunshine in the darkest hours of your life.🌻🌻🌻🌻

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#11 My Thoughts: Like Salt in the Sea

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Can you forget those tiny droplets

That crept across your face with fear

The wind that dried crystal laden streams

Those hiccups that sucked the life out

The air that got stuck within the cage, ribcage

Of heart that it encloses

Shattered into million pieces

Of joy that no longer remains 

Tiny sparkles of joy that lit

Your eyes containing that dream within

Now that has dulled with grim

I wonder if you can forget

That moment that shook everything within?

~Shambhavi 

P.S: I guess we all own few areas of gray, that we prefer to forget but do the redundant!

Human mind after all! 😁😁

Clouds: they thunder, they weep.


Don’t you see clouds?

Their attempt so beautiful

to tell a story:

One of a kind,

Don’t you worry!

When sadness makes way in,

Just look up

At the Wide vast expanse

Of fluffy cotton balls amidst blue backdrop

Let your sadness out!

Breath in the crisp air

Surround yourself with happiness 

And smile at the story

Clouds gather around to tell.

~ Shambhavi ©

#8 My Thoughts: Pouring my heart out, bear with me.

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I’m sorry for being away for so long,

Here I’m writing again..

Pouring my heart out here, cause it’s suffocating to keep it all in and too painful to swallow it whole!

Kindly bear with me..

Thank you 😘🌻🌻

Sending you all love and sunshine.🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

I’ve a Pandora’s Box at bay,

Brimming with emotions:

That now refuse to stay!

They run tandem:

Like ectopic beats,

Devoid of rhythm,

When strings break underneath-

Fingers too many afflicting on repeat.

When I’d asked:

What was life supposed to be?

It came to me as a surprise!

To see my wisdom fail

Of quarter century old

What a pity!

To see it churn with sadness,

To ensure something solid in the end?!

Sadly, twas’-

Senseless to begin with,

Endless to pin down!

Emotions running wild

Like the beasts in the jungle.

While they travel in pack

Few run amok!

These emotions are now lost,

Flowing across the,

Curvatures of my face, in streams

That dulled my shine

Dulled my life;

And down onto the page-

That appears blurred in the light,

Dimmed out by the very stimulus,

Who took away the sun.

Of my life!

My sunshine.

And;

All that echoed, was

Make your own sunshine.

And now..

that has become my hum.

~ Shambhavi



Like a Kite in the sky

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Feeling detached:
Like the yarn that left-
A defeated, lost
Dilapidated, torn kite.
Swaying silently,
Sobbing at it’s misfortune!
Hanging by the tear
That holds it high
Up in a tree.
~ Shambhavi©