I’m floating in stagnant waters
You are no where to be seen.
We started our journey
Together on a boat
We drowned in bliss of melodies
We enjoyed together
We rowed away;
Happy as people for life
But here I’m-
Floating in the stagnant water
Where your trace is long gone!
You’re aboard another boat
With someone who you adore.
It’s sad you don’t realize what we were
It’s sad that I do
I guess letting go is all I have
With all the strength I have
I’m letting you go.
Good bye dear friend
I’ll just remember the good times we shared
In the past, that made us smile
From eye to eye.
I shall continue to row solitary,
as the ripples fill in
life- into the stagnant water
Of life, that had dulled-
the light in me.
Laying on a bed of sand,
Of the crystals that guard-
My body, my soul.
Every time I move,
I yearn to leave an impression
On the world that I call my own.
My shadow has departed
Enabling me to revere
Every single memory
Uncloaked and bare.
I still lay amidst the grains of gold
Cautiously eyeing the
My lamenting heart
Attempting to contemplate the-
Synchronicity of my imprudence
The gurgle and lashing
Of the waves
Echoing in my ears,
Leaving no stone un-turned
To mask the thudding of my
Reckless memories that are rushing
In my mind that remains clogged
And misted and numb.
The wind blowing kisses
To my soul that lay bare
Exposed and vulnerable-
To the audacity of fellow humans
Dancing in my memories
To a tune of their own.
The sky is studded
With resplendent stars
Simulating the flicker of hope
That illuminates my soul
Every now and then.
And here I am
On a bed of sand
Fancying for this
To never end.
The petals that bloom
Dissipates light in gloom
Rises above the murk
Altercates darkness that lurks
The symbol of purity
The petals of serenity
Divine flower that unfurls
Suffusing universe with love as it swirls.
Issued in Public Interest.
Suicide is the worst punishment one can give oneself, Life is the most beautiful gift given to us by God, and if it’s not a nice one, it’s mostly because of our own karma.
As, “What goes around comes around.”
It’s sad but people hardly accept the truth and rather fall into the deep pit of no return. Perhaps they are not pulled out of and may be at times they don’t want to be pulled out. The worst among all is, when they are literally pushed into the depths of loneliness.
“We must try and help every lurking shadow before they’re completely consumed by the darkness. “
P.S: I’ve written this post in order to raise awareness among people. A lot has been going on around the world and in my opinion if my post can make a very minute difference in someone’s life then I’ll be more than happy. If you need help and want someone to he a your story and guide you, I’ll definitely be all ears. We all have grey patches in our lives which we aren’t proud of, but those grey patches are required to make us what we are today. Don’t hate yourself or indulge into self pitying or pessimism. Don’t feel guilty. If you know you’ve done something wrong, apologize for the same. The main thing is to Forgive oneself and others for the same. Please don’t go hard on yourself. It’s not going to benefit you. God has gifted us with this beautiful life and we are the luckiest to have been born as a human being and not a mosquito. Try to indulge yourself in good Karma so that once you leave this Earth you’re in for the goodies and not another life in hell. I hope I was of some help.
Signing off for Now,
Sending love and light,
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And so are you.
Was it that finite?!
Don’t let the darkness of night
stop you from believing in
the sunshine that follows.
Is it just me or my head feels heavy for my neck.
This is the feeling I am constantly facing almost everyday. My neck and shoulder issues haven’t seen a perfect sunshine in last two years, oh is it just two?! Haha.
I can’t remember myself say that, “Yay, today I’m actually pain free and can live life normally.” I wonder when I’ll heal completely, physically as well as mentally.
Have a great weekend guys.
Signing off for now.
P.S: Happy Friendship Day to all my fellow bloggers.😊😊😍😍🌻🌻🎉🎉
I wonder what went by
In your mind, where I’m hiding shy.
I said goodbye and you were alright
No fight, no fear
I cried and you shed no tear.
You live and you lived,
With dreams of a girl
A girl I loathed, I queered.
I’ve tried, I’ve cried, and
Alas, I gave up that night.
I gave you one but many
Opportunities to hold my hand
All I seeked was love, your love;
Devoid of force or demand.
Who knew it would be so tough
To live and reel a quick sand deal
I got far ahead
Ahead of you!
Left behind was love that grew,
In my heart alone-
Alone all for myself.
You came around and fooled around
My heart that waited
For your inflicted wounds
to gape open.
To bleed like a raging river
of shining water
Red like skies awaiting thunder
Clouds that condense to cry
Like face that blushes before
A loud cry.
I waited and awaited
A call or an apology
All I received were empty words
On a day single like a solitary
cloud on a day of summer.
It has been years since then,
You went your way &
I turned to return but,
My feet got numb.
Happy Anniversary ULTIMATESOLACE.
Thank you for being there for me when I wasn’t sure of my thoughts. I have quite a lot to thank you for, you’ve been there throughout with your new post option for me to put down my thoughts, even if the words written there weren’t shared but saved as drafts.
Thank you for making a place for me in the beautiful world of blogging, who knew I would be a blogger. Thank you for your constant reminder to write a post, like a friend with open arms and open ear and no judgement to pass.
Thank you for being patient with me and not losing hope when I had stopped writing for a while.
Thank you for the new things I learnt over here and the new people who became a part of my life through blogging.
Thank you for the beautiful posts that uplifted my mood and posts that I could relate to and for the posts that showed me that I’m not the only one with trouble and chaos.
Thank you for giving me hope and loving me when I couldn’t do the same.
You’re my best friend UltimateSolace and I can never thank you enough.
It’s mal-functional when I’m in distress.
I wonder what I’ve on my mind
Whether an extraordinaire or the daily rind.
It’s not the unexpected turn of events I fear
Is it the plain pressure what they call of peer?
Oh Madame moiselle, I may correct you
Hello how are you? How do you do?!
Not just exchange of few verbal bizarre
At times, my mouth goes topsy turvy over par
I’m scared of nothing but my mistakes
Pardon me, I’ll try to pull the brakes
Over this very fear
I promise never to shed any tear
Over the matter so menial
As a matter of fact I’m being real.
I hate pleasing
As a matter of fact, that word isn’t appealing
At all I must add a few
It’s not just that I hate one or two
There are many that makes this ‘me’
Fall of the curve, down that C
Verbal diarrhoea they say
Has no cure whatever may
I tried hard and harder not to fail
My sea is mine and my boat is all mine to sail
Cease, is what I could afford
But, what do I do of all the emotional load?
Some say, suppress it, some say express it
When I do as they say, they don’t suffer one bit
At last I now know of that,
It’s your life, wear your choice of hat
Dress like a stripper or a clown
Up you go or down you drown
You got your soul
Hold yourself and up you roll
Your sleeves of wisdom
Continue your tandem
Beats of expression
Leave it all, have no tension.