I wonder what went by
In your mind, where I’m hiding shy.
I said goodbye and you were alright
No fight, no fear
I cried and you shed no tear.You live and you lived,
With dreams of a girl
A girl I loathed, I queered.
I’ve tried, I’ve cried, and
Alas, I gave up that night.
I gave you one but many
Opportunities to hold my hand
All I seeked was love, your love;
Devoid of force or demand.Who knew it would be so tough
To live and reel a quick sand deal
I got far ahead
Ahead of you!
Left behind was love that grew,
In my heart alone-
Alone all for myself.
You came around and fooled around
My heart that waited
For your inflicted wounds
to gape open.
To bleed like a raging river
of shining water
Red like skies awaiting thunder
Clouds that condense to cry
Like face that blushes before
A loud cry.I waited and awaited
A call or an apology
All I received were empty words
On a day single like a solitary
cloud on a day of summer.
It has been years since then,
You went your way &
I turned to return but,
My feet got numb.
~Shambhavi
You’re such a writer. 💗
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And so are You! I’m obliged Palak!😊😊
Thank You for your lovely comment. Made my day.
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Pleasure is all mine. 😁😘
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I could very well second the hidden emotion and the harsh pain.
Well crafted, once gain S!:)
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Thanks Devika I love reading your feedback! It’s disheartening to be secluded out with this sour feeling, but it feels less suffocating once I jot it down. 🙂
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Oh, my dear! We always can overcome all the hurdles with a little magic of hope. Can’t we?
And then again, you are a strong soul.
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True that. How can I not agree with that. And you’re being generous. I am trying to be strong, and I believe we all are, just that we are little misguided and lost most of the time. 🙂
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Breathtakingly and heartbreakingly beautiful!
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Woah. Thanks a lot Pradita. I’m happy to read your comment. I’m sorry, I’m replying after a gap of four months. How’re you? 🙂
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I’m good. How ahve you been?
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I’m fine Thank you. 😊🤗
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XOXOXOXO
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So much emotion, wow
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Yay. Thanks a lot. ^_^
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My pleasure.
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Beautiful expressions 👍🏻
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Thank you so much Tina. Glad you liked it. 😊😊
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