You Only Live Once

Done with your pretense,
Tired of it now!
Your words don’t make any sense…
You shall reap what you sow!
Your humanity is flickering;
Just a whisper of an angel will extinguish,
Your flame of lies and pretending…
I wanna live with no fear, no anguish!
With your help, I’m a step closer to it;
Closer to my freedom,
Release my soul bit by bit…
I’m no medium for your fun!
I’m no one to you…
I never was…
At least I hoped for a “miss you too”!
Achieved nothing but incurred loss.
Loosen the tourniquet of your venomous love; Let me fly away,
Higher up and above!
This time I won’t sway
I won’t fall all over again;
For the fact that was never true.
No more I will be surviving under your reign!
Hurting you is not in my virtue.
I just want to be free,
Let me breathe,
Let me free!
~Shambhavi