Everytime

Everytime,

I pause to forgive you,

I board a plane,

to land of my miseries.

Everytime,

I try to forgive you:

I convince myself

not to do so.

Everytime,

I feel I must forgive you:

my past flashes,

to blur my vision.

Everytime,

I push myself to forgive you:

glimpse of broken me,

pushes me away.

Everytime,

I think of forgiving you:

Memories of your ruthless behavior,

enrages my heart.

Lest,

to move forward,

I need to forgive you.

Past be my lesson,

I won’t let you

Darken my present.

Everytime,

hence will cease.

This time.

I will forgive you,

I will let go,

Peace.

-Shambhavi

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14 thoughts on “Everytime

    • shambhavi31 says:

      Hey Izza! πŸ™‚ I am happy to hear that, I could be of some help πŸ™‚ You’re right, for inner peace, forgiveness is very important. Earlier, I was not keen on forgiving those who have wronged me, but that made me all the more anxious and sad. The thought of forgiving them kept revolving around me. Letting go and forgiving is the key. πŸ™‚

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  1. shambhavi31 says:

    Yes Izza, I know. It’s difficult to forget, that’s why I mentioned about past being a lesson. Don’t try to remember it, I agree it’s easier said than done, but when past flashes before your eyes, remember all the happy times. πŸ™‚

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    • shambhavi31 says:

      Hey! Long time! Its good to be back, I miss writing. Now a days I’m busy with most common cause and solving case scenarios πŸ™‚
      I am glad you liked it Prateek! I guess inspiration is in the air πŸ˜€

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